can I surrender ?

Why must treat me like this ?
In 2010 year....

My first semester(around March 2010) = handphone rosak-tak sengaja drop into water and my hp lemas..then GAME OVER...force me buy a new handphone. If not,I gonna miss the time to take my car license exam...
My first handphone which damaged because of water had service for me within 6 years...

My second semester(around July 2010)= while rushing doing my assignment,my computer GAME OVER...force me to buy a new notebook continue doing my assignment which need to pass up soon...
my first computer had service for me within 4 years....

My third semester(around September 2010)= almost wanna start my third semester...but while taking pictures with other promoters at parkson...I tak sengaja terlanggar my camera ...then the screen inside camera broken...and cannot take pic because cannot see anything except white screen only ...force me need to buy a new camera ...rush to use it to take pic...
my first camera also accompany me within 4 years.....

What to do ??? All are my first handphone model, first computer model and first camera...just damaged after service for me within these few years...very sad for it...
Now the new wan will become my second handphone,second computer and second camera ^^
I will take good care of them ^^

Last day of work

When started raya kept ran to other’s brands counter.
It’s too bored stayed at my own counter since nobody come to buy clothes at my brand. However, I managed chit-chat with other’s brand promoters and knew many new friends such as Pierre Cardin,Nicole,Soda,Valentino-Rudy, Bonia,Alain Delon,John Master,Durban, Renoma, Caserini, Polo, CIAN and Just Kids…
I started worked there since 2/7/2010 and stopped at 14/9/2010…
Almost two and half months...
During raya,know many friends and cute boy..hehee ^^ …
other promoters also treat me nice ^^ will miss them a lot ~~
especially those promoters and part time promoters around my Orlando brand ^^
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Then I will busy on college performances,study and yam cha with friends...hehee ^^

Finish my second sem

Hurray~My second sem gonna finish~
But my holiday gonna pass very fast too~
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I headache already~

Thursday-Friday

Thursday (26/8/10)
After study group,went to megamall secret receipe celebrated secondary school's birthday ~ mushroom soup and cakes delicious and tasty. ^^
Then work at night...

Friday (27/8/10)
Yesterday was exhausted..
Hari Raya around the corner...
Customers came and bought a lot of clothes and pants...
Others promoters said that I'm so busy until everytime saw me cross over their brand and went to take clothes at storeroom...
When I quit the job at there...I gonna miss them a lot...
Our enjoyable time was just started, but I had to left during that time ...
But I gonna miss them and visit them when I'm free ...

Yesterday,my ancestor (grandma's mum) had passed away at 2pm...
It was so suddenly,when the happiness moments was just happened..
Bad news will occur at behind..It so frustrated...
I miss the chance to see her for the last moments...
Her age almost reached 100 years old...
This might be the freedom for my ancestor...

Saturday (28/8/10)
Yesterday midnight I was standing out there look for the two moons...
so where was it ? I didn't saw it but I sure one parts of the countries will has the great chance to see this special scene...
I online at morning..8.15am
Seldom online at morning..because yesterday no online..felt like no comfortable...
After online,I only feel satisfy.
Later gonna go college study and at night celebrate friend's birthday again...
Today I take offday.hehee...later got a lot of customers..my promoter sure exhausted...

~study~work~

Oh~this two months I feel more stress and extremely exhausted...
I study study~revise revise~work work
go out 9.30 am for study until 5 pm then go eat and work at 6pm until 10pm~online a while and sleep~

I will miss out some of the enjoyable celebrations and events with family and friends...
But I always need to give up one of the events and attend another..haiz
Always like this ~always give me choose one of choices...
Then I ask myself do I regret for working as part time during my study time? I will answer I not regret because I can gain experience, earn my own money and know bunch of friends during my working time ^^
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my life was just start ~ ^^

Exam

Exam near near near
Tomorrow is the exam day~
after tomorrow is exam day ~more worse...
because is POE~
cham loh~cham loh~hard to memories those points...
Haiz...after wednesday need to think how to use my time widely..
Thursday want to go for college small meeting or secondary school friend's birthday ???
Friday work noon
Saturday want to work or offday purposely celebrate college friend's birthday ???
want to have holiday on 3 sept until 5 sept to accompany my grandma with my mum~hehe
need to offday~miss the chance to go KL with college's friends T.T
miss the chance to prepare performances...
miss the chance to attend xue ji meeting...
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When want to make decision,need to think widely...
need to think which roads more suitable and important...
need to sacrifice others after choose one of the choice...
This is the time I have to let go one of the choice that cannot do it in same time...
T.T

saturday afternoon-evening

This is part two for saturday
I helped my brother took his pictures with his friends...
Then he promised me to bring me go KLCC ~
After the speeches..then we went to take our lunch at KLCC ...
Hurray~Then we walked around there and took a lot of pictures...
Then accompany bro to the church ...
The church is bunch of new generation teenagers ...
They totally hyper-active...
sing song and the lyrics are meaningful...
like went to a concert~
great performances by them and great PA system ^^
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I bought a new shoes...but new shoes make my legs hurt...
My legs now hurt but better already...
Then sunday morning took breakfast and back to kuantan around 4.15 pm ^^
That's all..now outside look like want to rain and thunder already~
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after this need to prepare for my exam...
is near ..oh~I not yet revise...
This time unprepare to face exam ....