tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29028373032736781772024-03-04T20:31:23.044-08:00Memories of CallieCalliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.comBlogger382125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-32542255461777920002016-07-30T01:04:00.001-07:002018-01-14T10:01:48.320-08:00妈咪生病的日记 Mummy's sickness <div>
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<b>2016年7月30日 (星期六) 4:00pm</b></div>
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外表坚强的我是咬着牙根撑着,心灵其实很脆弱。<br />
我是独立的女生,从小到大面临困境都坚强面对,所以熬过一次又一次的困境。<br />
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自己曾经经历挫折与勇敢面对困境是人生另个成长的阶段,环境所逼,这使我不得已变得更坚强。</div>
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每一天,每一次想念和妈咪在一起的时光,心依然痛,眼泪依然不停流。<br />
虽说然时间淡化一切,但我觉得内心的痛是时间再漫长也是无法改变的。</div>
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妈咪不再身边已经123天了。<br />
我从小眼泪很少流的,但却妈咪离开的第一天开始,我眼泪就像坏掉的水喉头不断地滴水,好像永远流不完。我整个人虽然还是开朗乐观,但多了一份寂寞,孤单,无精打采的精神了。<br />
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可是生病50天,妈咪从来没因为自己生病而掉过一滴眼泪。<br />
妈咪的用医药费和后事费共6位数,钱真小阿。<br />
我自己一个人还要想办法解决这些钱财事,不简单啊,保险费,电水费,各个家里的费用. =.=<br />
现在我工作每次出坡,晚上9点多才到家。除了疲累还是疲累来麻醉自己。<br />
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整个家由我一个女生来承担是多么的承重,毕竟各个又是有病在身,好疲累的生活。<br />
照顾妈咪在那50天,我一天只睡2个小时,妈咪也一样,我们两完全无法入眠,我是24小时照顾她,只能在她入睡两个小时才能入睡,其他时间不断测查她的身体状况,。<br />
同时我还需要照顾皮肤病的爸爸,两边照顾他们是多么疲累,还要打扫家务,煮饭等。<br />
我佩服自己能熬过去,那时我的手脚早就麻痹疼痛,左脚也再次扭伤旧伤,腰骨痛,胃痛等,一天睡两个小时或者没入眠,我知道我一定要撑住这段时间来照顾父母,绝对不能倒下。<br />
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现在我的身体多风,低血压,缺血,贫血,导致身体手脚麻痹隐痛,心口猛痛,胃痛,<br />
左脚旧伤隐痛等的毛病。下雨整个人就麻痹隐痛,就知道要下雨,预测天气报告。哈哈<br />
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妈咪的离去对我打击是很大。<br />
那时办完后事一个星期就开工了。我在短短三个月是在崩溃状态,每一天驾车去见顾客路上都是哭着,直到下车前收拾心情。每晚放工后,忙碌照顾爸爸,做家务到半夜2点才休息,依然失眠睡不着,脑海里总是出现妈咪痛苦的画面,每次我责怪自己没做好本分,哭着累过头才睡觉,每天眼睛肿,隔天凌晨5点依旧起来煮饭给爸爸。那时我已在自暴自弃的状态,可是却逼自己上班的节奏。<br />
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朋友,同事,亲戚问我还好吗,我都说没事,很好,脸上总是带着微笑,可是内心却不停说泪水只能留给自己在角落才能露出,在别人面前勉强坚强保持笑容,不要他们担心。<br />
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精神疲惫状态不好的我,导致我在莫一天工作路上出车祸,那时的我车轮失控,我转不到sterring 和brek,车就翻了一半在沟渠,就这样我和死神擦肩而过,我心想那时想为何不死了就不用烦在世的事物,能于妈咪相遇。同时那时的我也突然想通,不在忧郁,不再崩溃,不再悲伤,感恩妈咪保护我这个生命,老天爷给我机会好好保住我宝贵的生命,我要好好珍惜,连同妈咪的一份活下去。转换成坚强开朗又充满正能量的心态面对未来的日子,分享给有需要的人。<br />
我才真真露出笑容开朗心情加上正能量的态度重新面对世界。</div>
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<b><span style="font-size: x-large;">妈咪生病的日记:</span></b><br />
每一天都会拍生活照,这就是唯一最好能陪伴妈咪的时光。<br />
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<b>2016年2月1日 (星期一)</b><br />
妈咪食量越来越小,小到只喝麦片,无法进食任何食物。<br />
肚子腹胀,风很多,身体疲累,憔悴瘦了一大圈。<br />
可是每天还下厨煮饭给我们吃。<br />
感觉妈咪好像生病了,虽然粗重的家务,她还有力量做,真是铁汉人。由于不放心,就连续几天带妈咪看了政府医院3次,不一样的医生都说是肚子胀气是胃痛给胃药而已。感觉肚子胃痛,该进食就没事,相反更加没胃口。</div>
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<b>2016年2月8日 (星期一)</b></div>
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新年第一天,去外婆家吃团圆饭。<br />
妈咪没有胃口进食,使身边的家人担心,但她依然勉强吃了几口而且脸上依然露出灿烂的笑容。<br />
很奇妙的事,大家关系一向来没有很好,从来不拍全家福。<br />
这一天大家竟然提出想拍全家福,而且我看到妈咪默默在一旁拍我们一家人在聊天的画面。</div>
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<b>2016年2月9日 (星期二)</b></div>
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早晨,妈咪真的感到不舒服,决定鼓起勇气看专科医生。<br />
但医生请假,所以就照行程去了小姨婆的家。<br />
我说我们开心拜年吧 ^_^ ,还在医院面前拍了一张照片。<br />
那时我拍那张照片,总觉得需拍照留念。因觉得不好的预感,妈咪感觉好像是生了一场大病,但无论踏进了医院发生什么事,照片是最好的留念。<br />
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<b>2016年2月10日 (星期三)</b><br />
等了大半天,我们预算要留院了。<br />
尽然打包行李check in 私人医院,因为要快速知道原因。</div>
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短短一个月妈咪从65kg变成50kg,还是没胃口进食,水几乎没什么喝,肚子依然膨胀得很大,感觉怀孕7个月。</div>
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<b>2016年2月11日 (星期四)</b><br />
开始身体检查了,医生早就知道是什么病,也很坦然告诉了我妈咪说得了肠癌,但医生并没告诉我妈咪是严重的阶段。<br />
而医生私下告诉我,妈咪的病情不乐观,很严重。<br />
我知道那一瞬间,妈咪很惊讶,很失落,但一滴泪也没有流出来。<br />
当妈咪告诉我的时候,我就开始做心理准备了。<br />
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<b>2016年2月12日(星期五)</b></div>
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我们俩都很乐观面对这个病情,我们俩说一定会医好的,没事的。<br />
可是开刀从下午1pm到6pm ,5个小时,我一个人的等候是多么的煎熬呢。<br />
医生把妈咪的一部分损坏肠胃,子宫切除,亲眼看到切除的部分,心是多么心酸。<br />
晚上,婆婆心里还是很不安,还是跑来医院,一听到妈咪动手术,已经在ICU休养,外婆已经受打击了,外婆整个人哭得不像样了。<br />
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<b>在医院的时候住了两个星期:</b><br />
报告出来时,只有我一个人去看,然而医生告诉我心里准备,是末期大肠癌。癌症扩散身体内器官,肺,胃,肠,子宫,肚子膜,全部淋巴等。虽然我心里知道,妈咪的宿命不久了,可是我还是相信奇迹会发生。<br />
休养期间,从ICU出来不到一天,妈咪就不打麻醉药,伤口也没疼痛,医生说妈咪康复很快。<br />
可是发烧一个星期,我需要拿毛巾无时无刻弄湿妈咪的身体,确保她的温度下降,每一天我面对潮湿的状态,冷气的范围,导致我的手脚潮湿,导致自己也一起发烧。一天只能睡一到两个小时,因为妈咪太辛苦呕吐,咳嗽,无时无刻保持她的最佳状态。<br />
看着妈咪尽量靠自己力量爬起来,真强,还教我如何照顾病人,按摩她等。<br />
那时的她心情是多悲伤却不让我们担心,很坚强对我们有说有笑。<br />
每次进食依然呕吐,肺积水,有痰,呼吸困难,每一天吃止痛药。<br />
那时安排4月份时间治疗Kimo可是却来不及。<br />
每一天妈咪子宫不断流血,她开玩笑说子宫切除还来月经吗,应该是肮脏血排出来。<br />
那时原来身体已经不行了,排出来的尿液是血,是暗示身体承受不了。<br />
感恩我在医院学习了很多东西,如何照顾病人,每一天,我需清理妈咪的伤口粪便,那时因为要保持肠胃顺畅,粪便都是从肚子开个小洞口排出的,她是完全没感觉何时排便,每一天无法控制小便,需穿成人尿布。<br />
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看到太心疼却不能哭,因为病患没哭,我绝对不能哭,心在想妈咪那么坚强没哭,我也一样要坚强下去。<br />
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我觉得我们俩乐观态度太厉害了,明明严重的症状却说的如此轻松。我们看开,一心想只要乐观开朗面对,病情会好起来,一定有方法医疗。<br />
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<b>2016年3月29日</b><br />
她要求不要在医院住,那时只见隔壁病房一个一个才聊一两天,就安心上了路,再也看不到人了,多可悲的画面。那里的病患都是末期癌症,等待死神的到来。<br />
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从医院载她回来,我告诉她,你绝对不能入睡,保持清醒,很多东西要做哦!<br />
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在3月29日下午,我已通知外婆,舅舅,邻居来看最后一眼了.当天晚上,家里的油灯尽然灭了两次,而且是我转头就灭。我已有不好的预感了。<br />
那晚和哥哥,爸爸,妈咪在家中提早庆祝哥哥的生日,也让妈咪许愿。<br />
其实4天前,她的手脚冰冷,我知道她的时间已经接近了,她自己该预料时间逼近了,一路撑着保持清醒,连续那几天我多怕妈咪一入眠就醒不来。那晚3月29日,我不让妈咪入眠,就是怕她一睡醒不来,可是那时的她早就呼吸困难了。<br />
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<b>2016年3月30日</b><br />
早晨7:00am开始,我已知道妈咪撑不住了。<br />
赶快打给家人,邻居看最后最后一眼了。竟然在这个时候6am凌晨,外婆车祸被喝醉的人撞,那个人还跑掉,外婆自己从车爬出来求人求救。头上缝了十针,就不顾自己的疼痛,赶过来送妈咪最后一程,但还是看不上看妈咪最后一眼。送妈咪最后一程却是隔壁华人和马来十多人的邻居们在客厅等候,感谢她们的最后一程陪伴。<br />
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我还替妈咪走最后的CPR,可是已经不行了,9:30am,妈咪离开人世了。最后是呼吸困难,安心上路了。那时是倒在我肩膀而离去。<br />
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那时知道妈咪时间不长,早就问过妈咪的后事如何处理,和交代有关人事随时准备。<br />
我和妈咪真的很乐观面对这一切。<br />
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感恩,感谢身边的亲戚朋友帮忙。。<br />
我觉得我已做到了一个女儿的责任,妈咪也以我为荣。<br />
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Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-11836447415335673622016-07-25T09:57:00.000-07:002016-07-30T01:04:13.656-07:00信心 Confident<br />
<b>2016年7月25日 (星期一)</b><br />
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自从妈咪不在身边,我自暴自弃的程度好像越来越陷入了。<br />
妈咪,你的影响力在我心里太深了。<br />
以往我以妈咪为中心,有她的支持,没有事情办不到的。<br />
现在她不在了,虽然我看起来很坚强,可是曾想过和她一起离开那该多好,不必面对现在的一切。有信心的我,已经没有自信了。活泼的我已经不再了。<br />
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现在的我必须承担所以负担与压力,老实说实在太沉重了。<br />
24岁的我一个人面对,一个人想办法解决,不容易,也很煎熬。<br />
除了面临钱财压力,家庭压力,工作压力,我真的已经无心做任何事情了。<br />
已经不知我人生的目标是什么,生存的意义在哪里?<br />
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以前回家妈咪煮饭给我吃,什么东西坏,到她的手一下就好了。现在我包包坏,鞋子坏,再也不能找妈咪修理了。<br />
以前妈咪是很好的聆听者,我一有什么事都会告诉她。现在只好默默地一个人放在心里。</div>
今天被老板训一训,点醒了我一点点。<br />
我知道老板一番苦心想栽培我,所以他都对我不放弃,反而我自己自暴自弃了。<br />
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曾经我是有信心,现在却落得如此地步。<br />
整个人很疲累,无精打采,无心工作,记忆差,手忙脚乱,迟钝,身体虚弱。<br />
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从这一刻开始,我应该好好计划我未来的人生目标如何走。要寻找回失去的自信。<br />
我要重新振作起来,不能自暴自弃了。我要蜕变自己。<br />
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<b>2016年6月27日 (星期一) 12:45am</b><br />今天特别勤劳写感想~ ~ ~<br />家有固执又自私的一老,只会贴麻烦,造成家里都乱七八糟以及破坏东西。 =.=<br />费了我整天体力打扫整理而已。<br /><br /><b>2016年6月22日 (星期三)</b></div>
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休假大打扫如抹四个风扇,抹地,洗地,煮饭菜,洗碗,洗衣,烫衣服都费了我一天的体力。<br />晚上却突然手脚麻痹隐痛,特别是手麻痹了一整晚使疲累的我完全无法入眠,失眠了整个晚上。<br /></div>
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<b>2016年6月23日 (星期四)</b><br />看了中医说身子虚弱,很多风在体内,血压低,贫血,缺血,血液不循环导致双手和双脚麻痹隐痛,心口疼痛,头痛,胃痛等的症状。</div>
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妈咪一不在,没人替我补身子,整个人什么毛病都跑出来了。</div>
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Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-83412975979152095902016-06-26T08:51:00.001-07:002016-06-26T08:54:24.292-07:002015年的大纲 ( Summaries year 2015 ) 2016年6月26日 (星期日)<br />
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最后一次更新部落格已经是两年前(2/8/2014 )的事情了。<br />
现代人喜欢在面子书(facebook) update status,一个Like,follow,多方便。<br />
很少人写部落格了,可是我觉得当你想静静写Grandmother story,在这里的确还是比较好的所在地。<br />
其实重写布部落格是因为发现我已没对象好分享了,以前有什么事儿都是找妈咪聊天。<br />
可是现在妈咪不在人世了,觉得是时候现在还记得所发生的事情留个记录好些呢。<br />
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<b><i>* 请原谅我很差的华语用词,只表达内心的话而已。</i></b><br />
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那现在简介2015年的大纲吧。<br />
<b>2015年5月31日,我辞职了酒店管理行业。</b><br />
我目前不会踏进酒店行业,因为它令我留下不好的印象,而且这份工没有日没有夜,要不做6点早上做到12点半夜,太可怜了,完全牺牲生活时间。<br />
我热爱酒管理的工作,可是人心难测,老板娘尽然相信一个擦鞋的小子都不愿意相信工作打拼3年的员工,把全部错误的责任推到我身上让我做臭小子的‘牺牲品’,做替死猫。<br />
我就那么好欺负吗,怪自己太心软了。<br />
我已知道,老板娘明明知道真相是小子搞得鬼,但也是听了旁人(同事)的加料故事与闲言闲语,并有心把我给踢出公司,所以一直逼我辞职。我忍着所有的侮辱与责骂为了洗脱罪名,却别坏人(臭小子)一次又一次陷害了。最后决定在2015年5月31日辞职了,告别酒店管理行业。<br />
但辞职后并没想过放过我,还加意陷害,将我名誉损失把我没做过的‘坏事’宣传在关丹所以酒店行业的还登报纸呢。<br />
*心情:糟透了,第一次无言无辜做‘牺牲品’还要关丹酒店界名誉损失。<br />
*经验:人心难测,看到所谓的两面人的同事们,只能说这也是一种磨练。<br />
*可是我相信现在在关丹酒店界,也没人记得这件事,毕竟我只是小人物,不重要的。<br />
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<b>2015年月7月20日</b>看到GPMSB挂了一个banner聘请人,就walk in interview直接对老板和老板娘面试了一个小时,不久我就被录取了,感恩这一切的机缘。<br />
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<b>2015年月10月23日</b>生日应该是开心却在前一天(2015年10月22日) 工作时扭伤了左脚 T.T<br />
带着疼痛的伤工作是我自己自作自受,结果关节根部严重到肿了一个大包,10月23日就请假在家养伤,什么生日节目通通取消,在家养伤。<br />
很爱很爱我妈咪一路天天和我按摩推拿脚伤,她果然是厉害按摩,佩服。<br />
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<b>2015年月11月10日</b>2013年3月9日到2015年11月10日的两年半的爱情告一段落。<br />
果然不是我要的类型很难容纳进我的世界,但他也尽力了。<br />
是本小姐要求太高,一次一次面临失望的悲剧,一次一次给机会他改变,还是一样的结果。因此对他已经心淡了。反正我家人没有一个对他印象好,和他提出分手了我反而轻松多了,没有压力,不需要配合他的生活方式了。<br />
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2015年就这样简单带过。<br />
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<b>26 June 2016 ( </b><b>26/6/2016 - </b><b>Sunday ) </b><br />
It's had been 2 years ago (2/8/2014 ) since last time wrote the about my daily life.<br />
Nowadays it's easier and fastest way express your feeling at Facebook,instagram,wechat,whatapps, line with a photo.<br />
Sometimes it's better to write a grandmother's story at blogger ,because it's a place for you to write an long story articles. Or should I said I have nobody to express my daily story anymore since my mummy passed away on March 2016. So, here I'm come back blogging again.<br />
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<b><i>*Forgive me for my poor grammar & vocabulary in English writing,I'm just express my feeling by words.</i></b><br />
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<b>31 May 2015 (31/5/2015)</b><br />
It's a date that I'm resigned the hotel management industry career as a marketing executive.<br />
I won't step into hotel industries for this moment as it's makes a bad impression for me, besides it's no life working that you will start work at 6:00 am til 12:00 midnight.<br />
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It's a bad experience once you being framed by newbie colleagues. Boss willing to believe a newbie than employees who work and serviced for three years hard work. The boss knew the truth what the newbie did and put all his dirty work on me and I'm become a victim. =.= Am I that easier get bully ?<br />
I endured all the insults and humiliate and being framed again and again. Boss determined to set/kick me out of the company and use this reason to force me resignation. <br />
Although I'm had resigned, they still spoil my reputation in hotel industries in kuantan and published at facebook/newspaper and create my fake wrong doing ( things that the newbie did, not me T.T )<br />
* Mood : felt terrible for the first time reputation being spoiled in hotel industry for unreasonable excuses.<br />
*Experience : Experienced two sided people among colleagues, it's a journey I need to face, then I shall accepted and move on.<br />
* I believe nowadays in hotel industries nobody remember this case since I'm just a small potato and no important at all.<br />
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<b>20 July 2015 (20/7/2015 )</b><br />
I walk in interview when saw a banner at GPMSB and being hired after an hour interview by boss.<br />
Thank,god ! I found a job ^_^<br />
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<b>23 October 2015 (23/10/2015)</b><br />
The day before my birthday (22 October 2015) , my left leg sprained and injured, it's take a month for me to recover. All celebration event cancelled and rest at home. Thank for my lovely mummy who do the massage treatment for me during the month.<br />
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<b>10 November 2015 ( 10/11/2015)</b><br />
9 March 2013 til 10 November 2015 ,two and half year love story came to end.<br />
Yes, I broke up with him since he is not my ideal boyfriend that I want.<br />
Yes, he had disappointed me many times and unchanged attitude throughout the year and I'm had bored with it. Bad impression to my family is unacceptable and I had made the decision to end this love.<br />
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That's summaries of 2015 year.<br />
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<b>Do Re Mi : 003682</b>Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-82987223832335920302014-08-01T20:27:00.002-07:002014-08-01T20:29:10.398-07:00Brand New Month of August 20142/8/2014 Saturday<br />
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It's had been 9 months since last time I wrote about myself.<br />
It's excuse if I'm said ' I'm busy' , ' I've no time ' .<br />
Let's me straight forward : Yes, I've no inspire to blogging ~ no motivation at all ~<br />
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Within these few months, there are lots of things happen<br />
Always meet with the same type of bad attitue people ~.~<br />However I had met lots of business friend, friends of enjoying life ~friends of everywhere ~<br />Thank, god ! I have supportive from my family, lovers and friends.<br />I will appreciate our relationship~<br />
I'm not easy give up , but always de-active or de-motivate for certain moments.<br />
But once I'm start the engine of motivate, you will never know what's abilities I can do !<br />
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I'm just mumbling ~ Learn Fast , be smart , be socialable ~<br />
You can do it , Callie !<br />
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There's meaningless of arguing and complaining .<br />
I learnt to forgiven people and let it go.<br />
Mature ~ growing ~ success ~<br />
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003141Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-50024356639466419772013-11-29T07:31:00.002-08:002014-08-01T20:15:07.015-07:00坚强 Be Strong , Smile is the best mask ^^29/11/2013 Friday<br />
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For all these few month, what I had been go through once again I being bullied and abandoned .<br />
I have a good personality that make people jealous of me ?<br />
Please have a respectful personality , but not that kind of rude attitude toward people.<br />
Ego, bad temperature, easy jealous,irrespective of yours ! Bad Attitudes only will destroy yourself !<br />
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However, I know that's not reason for me to anxious for her.<br />
These small matters of her is just because she unsatisfied for unknown reason towards me =.=<br />
Once again, from primary school, secondary school, college life, working life...<br />
For all these years, those people who hate me still surrounding me.<br />
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Is this challenges that the God would like to test the independent girl like me ?<br />
I accepted your challenges, however I won't get lose easily and being a smart girl , win is no important, but the way you treat people with your heart.<br />
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By the way, I'm officially survived working at this hotel for a year ~<br />
I'm officially graduated as beautician consultant which include knowledgeable in beauty and health.<br />
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My experience included :<br />
1. <b>Sales & Marketing Executive<br />2. Beautician<br />3. Nutritionist<br />4. Freelance Reporter <br />5. Beauty Consultant</b><br />
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Smile is the best mask to make people being confident for you.<br />
Although perhaps behind the mask of the smile is the bitter of tears<br />
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You are a independent girl ! Be Strong, Callie !<br />
Your mummy are proud of your.<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-86703710441965200702013-08-09T09:35:00.001-07:002013-08-09T09:36:15.312-07:00Sg Lembing Half day Trip10/8/2013 Saturday<br />
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Within these few days , lots of things happen ~<br />
Working non-stop from daylight to daynight...<br />
it's tiring but what to do when you are lack of staffs >.<<br />
My body are weak and my health isn't good like it use to be.<br />
Luckily I have holiday during raya~<br />
But the times passed so fast T.T<br />
I wish all muslims "Selamat Hari raya"<br />
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I felt very happy again as 9/8/2013 (Friday)<br />
I dyed my hair become brownish red red ~love it so much ~.~<br />
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8/8/2013 Thursday<br />
Had a whole day<br />
Joyful life and we started our journey on early in morning 6:30am till 10:30pm<br />
Reached Sg Lembing on 7:30pm for having our breakfast, walked around the bridge, snap photo like usual.<br />
During our lunch time at Restaurant Dong Seoul, guest what ~<br />
The car wasn't work at all, blank out >.< no battery ~<br />
OMG! First time traveled with friends and we faced this kind of problem =.="<br />
When we decided to go Cherating for our second plan, it's started raining.<br />
Speechless and at the end we went to sing karaoke.<br />
out with my girls~ Juli,li chien, pei wen, wen shing, yen ping,ya hui~<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-40890934482598837722013-06-29T20:18:00.001-07:002013-06-29T20:18:39.029-07:00Blood Donation30/6/2013 Sunday<br /><br />
Yesterday 29/6/2013 ( Saturday )<br />
I went to work like usual, assist the participants for "Blood Donation Campaign"<br />
I went to donate my blood as well, as my blood is "O" and I have very thin and baby blood vessels.<br />My baby vessels swollen a bit like usual once after I finished donate the blood.<br />and I only got 330cc , better than nothing.<br />
<br />The total participants for yesterday was great, 86 participants joined us for blood donation.<br />Great response for the first time held at Rocana Hotel Kuantan.<br />
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I went to check G Health for capillary cells, and guest's what.<br />
They said me my brain isn't good due to the capillary isn't straight but curve, I was like =.="<br />I thought that I got kind of disease or mental problem . >.<<br />
They explained it's may due to I never sleep soundly during sleeping mode .<br />My intestine isn't good as well as I may get gastric<br />My lung isn't good as well as I get tired easily<br />but luckily I didn't have toxic in my body . Good sign ^_^<br />
This sounds like I'm like a weak person T.T<br /><br />
I need holiday !!!! Then I can get some rest :P<br /><br />
002463Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-70214126698311380302013-06-05T08:07:00.001-07:002013-06-05T08:07:20.419-07:00Explore 5/6/2013 Wednesday<br />
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Some people said that 'working is never end , enjoy the study first'<br />
However, in my opinion you may working while studying as well.<br />Learn when you are in working environment, you can study many aspects different from the book that we studying.<br />Experience is the precious treasure that need explorer, aggressive and passion of working attitude.<br />It can build up social relationship with business people, but cover most of the industries.<br />
<br />Appreciate that I started working early to let go me lean lots of things.<br />Now have to recharge energy and fighting for future.<br />Gambateh , Callie ! ^o^<br />
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002425Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-70325516585351381502013-04-21T07:55:00.003-07:002013-04-21T07:55:46.496-07:00April April 21/4/2013 Sunday<br />
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I used to sit at my laptop and write blogger with all the daily life I had been go through.<br />
However, recently keep working hard stayback at my hotel until late night do to my job,<br />I had put aside my lover blog ...<br />
Satisfied with the backdrop I designed for the guests, satisfied with guests that have a pleasant stay and function at my place.<br />
I feel great with it ^_^<br />
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Now I wondering do I need to continue to study my degree ?<br />It's worthy to study degree ?<br />Sometimes, I say 'yes' , sometimes I say ' No' ~<br />
Yes, the main problem is the finance problem~<br />That's the biggest burden that I facing right now<br />
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No matter what's the barriers I facing right now,<br />When there's a will, there's a way<br />
Believe in yourself<br />A lots of challenge still waiting for you<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-35087190875540505722013-03-23T02:45:00.002-07:002013-03-23T02:45:49.865-07:00SaturdaySaturday 23 March 2013<br />
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Today have lots of events.<br />
Earth Hour , Jackie Chan, Pekan Fair, Zenith's fair and Jins Low's open house ~.~<br />
Can I just stay at home during this hour @.@<br />
This time working more than 3 months already ~<br />The weather is just damn too hot<br />
I was sleepy all the time zzZZz<br />
Why ~.~<br />feel like lazy working ....Can I be lazy girl ?<br />Now people praise me Mature ~ is that a good news ?<br /><br />
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Saturday 9 March 2013<br />
On 9 March, Jins propose to me with rose flowers in public on his birthday celebration to be his lover.<br />Second time got this big surprise (Although knew it before the day come)<br />so now I'm not single =.=<br /><br />
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002231Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-1666920382337918502013-02-18T07:43:00.000-08:002013-02-18T07:44:33.219-08:00Chinese New Year18 Feb 2013 ( Monday)<br />
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Chinese New Year, just spend time with my family and relatives.<br />
Simple Chinese new year celebrate with bunch of good friends.<br />
No family photo again ~.~<br />
All my little cousins were played around until I also forgot to take family photo >.<<br />
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Once finish 3 days holiday for Chinese New Year<br />
Faced hush time during work, everything going smooth at the end.<br />
Grateful people helped and thank for the praise of the function I handled.<br />
I must accept the challenges and gain experience only I will grow up faster.<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-74271124837770047922013-02-06T06:52:00.000-08:002013-02-06T06:52:44.208-08:00February -CNY6 February 2013 (Wednesday)<br />
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Year 2013 , it's passed so fast...<br />
recently busy with my work.<br />
no time for me to rest.<br />
*<br />Think of future, think of love<br />
think of work, think of friends<br />
Think but no action is done<br />
*<br />Getting fatter and fatter...<br />
Lots of people said me fatty again~<br />my face and body shape change according season ~<br />
Do you believe that ?<br />
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Working so hard until others people work also push to me to handle it >.<<br />
Tiring and work more than the actual working hours<br />
This is the life >.< I have to come out of something soonest<br />
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002112Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-60662715963206112112013-01-16T06:35:00.000-08:002013-01-16T06:35:10.269-08:00Dye Hair Day16/1/2013 Wednesday<br />
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Today Hair cut + Dye dark brownish red with my mummy and take care of my little baby cousin at the saloon there~<br />Lazy to dye by ourselves, therefore we decided hair colors at saloon.<br />I didn't take good care for my skin again >.<<br />
getting fatter again...<br />
*Actually I would like to dye my hair become brownish red red ~<br />however once I consider my company's image that indirectly no encourage dye too light colors ...<br />I dye dark brownish red >.<<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-39940123204358673502013-01-02T07:28:00.001-08:002013-01-02T07:28:43.920-08:00Brand New Year 20132/1/2013 Wednesday<br />
Nothing special except keep working ~.~<br />After worked, take care of my little baby cousin~<br />
Finally will be attend my graduation convocation at KL~<br />
although a bit expensive, however it's my graduation~<br />
I had been start working since I'm graduated..but actual job start on sept 2012 until dec 2012 ~<br />
4 months experience in hotel line ~ not bad ^_^<br />*<br />
I know on a brand new year 2013, we have to move forward to achieve goals<br />
During 2012, I had been experienced lots of first time challenge..awesome years ^^<br />Hope this year will be more better than last year.<br />
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1/1/2012 Tuesday<br />
Happy hang out with college friends.<br />Now I'm start with 21 years old...I think will start seeing people getting married >.<<br />
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31/12/2012 Monday<br />
On this moment, I had to worked until night shift.<br />
However, on that day my New Year countdown was celebrated with my primary school friends~<br />It's friends that we never knew and never meet when we were in primary school.<br />However, due to gathering of primary friends, we know each other and become friends and crazy together ~<br />That's the happy moments when you know new friends (primary school friend)<br />
Until 3:30 am early middle of night only went home ~.~<br />
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On 24/12/2012 Monday<br />
Monday again ~and countdown for Christmas at Phat Barrel.<br />Meet my new friends from primary school.<br />
On that day, my working place was flooded...<br />
Damn..luckily my car was survived during the flooded ~<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-12403311476367401402012-12-13T05:58:00.000-08:002012-12-13T05:58:29.958-08:00Sick day13/12/2012<br />
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New job new environment...<br />Finally finished my nutritional class ~.~<br />Every morning working, at night having class until 11pm...<br />Finally all ended smoothly...<br />
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However, once I had exhausted within these few days.<br />Definitely my immune system decrease...<br />
Then now I SICK already ~.~<br />
Still have to go to work with sleepy face ~~<br />
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001976Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-67233342811691763682012-12-03T07:23:00.002-08:002013-02-18T07:43:45.319-08:00Working-Sleeping3/12/2012 Tuesday<br />
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year 2012 is just pass too fast >.<<br />
I tried lots of first time in year 2012.<br />
Bungy jumped is one of the experience.<br />
and I know it's still early to burst out all these 'end of 2012 year speech'<br />
But I just feel like wanna voice out xD<br />
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I lack of sleeping like everyone else who are working >.<<br />
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zzzZZz sleeping is so important..<br />
everyday I wake up,I wish I can sleep longer zzzZZ<br />
I'm happy with my job for right now due to what I wants starting give me a little little shine...<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-44059384212618466542012-11-28T06:21:00.001-08:002012-11-28T06:21:27.210-08:00经验 or 文凭28/11/2012 Wednesday<br />
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我只能说我应征了两个酒店公司。<br />
他们都不看我的文凭,只问我有经验吗?<br />
现在想难道现在的文凭真的那么不吃香了?<br />
还好我今年20岁,虽然全部都是不一样的行业,多多少少累计的工作经验都有半年了。<br />
但我知道文凭还是需要,可是这样负担就越大了。<br />我还欠债呢 T.T<br />
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After I interviewed by two hotel companies.<br />
They look at my resume but didn't pay attention to my diploma education.<br />
It's that mean that nowadays the certification already not useful ???<br />But think positive, maybe hotel line more focus on experience more than certificate.<br />
However, it's true that. Nowadays, working experience is more important than certificate.<br />That's remind me lucky that I'm being hired by companies as per I'm a fresh graduated.<br />
However, certificate is the main entrance to enter a BIG company.<br />
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I getting fatter again >.<<br />
Those clothes wear until uncomfortable ...<br />I have to consider to slim but I'm so lazy~<br />
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001933Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-87898754300411913902012-11-25T19:06:00.002-08:002012-11-27T07:01:02.657-08:00感想26/11/2012 Monday<br />
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今天终于有一天的假期,我却在平时早起的时间起来了。<br />
待会儿要去处理好多好多东西。。。<br />
时间过得真快。<br />
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<b>我觉得行动真的比说的来得重要。<br />说话和行动是两回事。</b><br />
有人告诉我,我不喜欢这份工作,想辞职,结果到现在还是保持不变,没换工作。<br />
同事听说我要离开,是惊讶,因为太突然,我也从没提起过。<br />
我知道也许人事部要考验我,但我太没耐性了,我不想浪费我的时间在那~<br />
人事说我的缺点就是太害羞,怕和顾客说话,英文要再进步,好像接受不到压力的人,静静不说话的人,学习进度很慢,不适合去sales dept. 要等时间。<br />
哦,我听了后,告诉她谢谢你告诉我的' 缺点 ' ,我会改进。<br />
我会在小小的公司做Marketing Executive来磨练自己,下次会以不同的身份来面对你!<br />
我要证明给她看,我并不是她所analysis的那样!<br />
认识我的人就知道我的人格是如何!<br />
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至少我的机会来了,虽然不知事后的事情会如何。<br />
出来社会真的不容易,朋友们,当你们出来社会就知道了。。。<br />
当然要谢谢我的同事一向来的支持和关心。<br />
非常谢谢你们,我与你们的照片又累计了许多。<br />
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在今年3月在MPH Bookstore Fair做了两个星期。<br />
5月到8月在Melilea做工。<br />
第一份领薪水的工作1/9/12开始到25/11/12结束Vistana Ktn-Front Office dept.<br />
但我领悟与学习好多东西,认识到好多大小公司的名字。<br />
第二份工作将在27/11/12开始,祝我好运吧。<br />
还没喘过去,又要开工了。 >.<<br />
我其实都还没参加拍照毕业典礼~~~<br />
我的毕业典礼到底何时才降临阿,要等到明年一月~好久哦 >.<<br />
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哦,在短短一个星期吸收营养课程的知识,真的不简单。<br />
了解他们说早上8点9点做工,晚上上课到11pm 的滋味了。<br />
不简单也要渡过,因为这是考验!<br />
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还记得11月10日和11日,去KL attended organic ,eco-friendly camp.<br />
吃素与断食真的不错,而且过后去Sg Wang逛街。<br />
OMG~虽然一个人逛街,还以为什么都没买到,<br />
结果战利品花了好多钱哦,一大半的工钱就这样流失了。<br />
了解钱难赚,也难存的滋味了。<br />
但很开心买了samsung Galaxy Y的电话。<br />
观察了好久,最后还是买了一路想要买的款式电话。<br />
好开心~好开心。我都是靠自己赚来的钱去贴补家用与自己。<br />
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家人不在家一个多月了,我觉得我的生活依然那么忙碌 >.<<br />
应该是忙碌和朋友喝茶~哈哈哈<br />
嗯,时间不留人,我要获取许多许多宝贵的知识。<br />
是对我将来有帮助的知识。<br />
<b>大家也一样,一起努力哦!!!! Fighting !!!</b><br />
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知道了下一轮营养课的时间~就在12月4日到9日~<br />
OH no~~我要在星期日好好在家温习功课了。。。<br />
因为没有时间读书了 >.<<br />
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感恩与谢谢大家 ^_^<br />
哦,部落格是发泄的好地方~<br />
这能让你知道我的生活动态哦。<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-27383896725579478632012-11-19T08:34:00.000-08:002012-11-20T08:44:29.723-08:00opportunities<b>19/11/2012 Monday</b><br />
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A coincident second interview was success by today ~<br />
I wondering I accept the offer too fast ?<br />
and it's the position that I wish to apply for. Marketing dept<br />
Although is new company, I think is challenge for me for the position<br />
at least Ms Angela offers and give me the chance~<br />
Although I will leave for current job, however I get better offer right ?<br />
Hope I will stay longer at my new working environment ~<br />
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Between why all interview must ask me make decision immediately...<br />
I'm have difficulty to make decision~<br />
patience is what I have to learn...<br />
Oh well..at least what I want, I get it within this year...<br />
I was thinking if I didn't take this opportunities,<br />
I have to be patience how long for my current position to transfer ?<br /><br />
<br /><b>20/11/2012 Tuesday</b><br />
<br />Today working like usual and studying class at night.<br />
I have difficulty to absorb knowledge =.="<br />But everyone else are more tired than me like they drive from others place for 2 hours just for the class~<br />Morning working until evening..studying at night...back home sleep..<br />Absolutely , my time isn't enough >.<<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-84606925482661753472012-11-06T04:02:00.003-08:002012-11-25T07:10:04.995-08:00Beginning of November6/11/12 Tuesday<br />
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Today done the housework~<br />
The house feel fresh.<br />
Cook vegetables and the taste quite not bad<br />
Bring my grandma to clinic to take medicines<br />
and we are shopping at Qiant.<br />
Buy a lot of biscuits ~<br />
Great that I'm spending time with my grandma.<br />
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After measured my weights is 58 kg ~<br />
Wow..weight gain within short period of time~<br />
Thank to my neighbours that cares about me everytime I go out ~ ^_^<br />
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and received weird call from what I'm registered this afternoon to call me open my MSN =.=<br />
Feel sad what I expected for work is happening right now =.=<br />
Pick other people rather than pick internal staffs for that department.<br />
Speechless, but that's reality of life.<br />
Once I step out, you will feel regret for not chosen me.<br />
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001837Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-61382087716532279622012-11-01T20:28:00.000-07:002012-11-01T20:28:50.522-07:00Hang Out part 32/11/2012 Friday 10:43am<br />
今天做午班,抽点时间来写部落格吧。<br />
我觉得个人有短暂失忆症=.=<br />
所以曾还没忘掉,快快笔记下来。<br />今天心口依然不舒服。<br /><br />
1/10/12<br />
今早很早很早就醒来了,因为上班时间在8am~<br />
心口很不舒服~好像吃太多脂肪的东西,消化力不好。<br />
很感恩,纯粹探望外婆,顺便吃了晚餐,晚餐是sotong~<br />OMG~我的Cholestrol简直就标高阿 =.=<br />管不了那么多,先吃吧。<br />
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31/10/12 Wednesday<br />
这一天做完工后,和朋友们去Phat Barrels享用晚餐。<br />
哦~Juli尝试了喝Paulaner~不会很苦是不是~<br />
酒不好喝的啦~<br />
我点了Minced meatloaf(minced pork+beef+potato)<br />
一个字又多又饱,然后在做工又吃了curry羊肉~<br />那时chien说下雨时,外面尽然下起大雨来~<br />
之后去starbuck喝茶,再去music star唱歌。<br />
平时有人帮我们点歌,如今亲自点歌,我们有些笨手笨脚~<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-26722587380296152492012-10-28T20:37:00.000-07:002012-10-28T20:37:56.188-07:00HAng out Part 2<b>29/10/2012 Monday 11:21 am</b><br />
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Although today is my dayoff..I wake up at 7:00am =.=<br />and received call from my dad at 8:30am~<br />
Why I cannot have a good night sleep and wake up at 10:30am<br />without any disturbing ~<br />
Later afternoon watch movie with juli and yahui~<br />
and gonna had my dinner with hilson & vinnnie at night ~.~<br />
My dayoff will be end up like this...<br />
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<b>28/10/2012 Sunday</b><br />
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Had my breakfast at 10:30am with my Alicev Lam(li ying) at 面粉糕 beside Sing Chew 报管.<br />After worked, yc with mei qi and weng keong at Old Town beside Megamall~<br />
Found out ,I lost my direction of pathway =.=<br />
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<b>27/10/2012 Saturday</b><br />
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After worked, cooked my dinner and hang out with my girls~<br />
Enjoyable night with starbucks drink and sang karaoke at Music Star.<br />Let's the photo to share our joyful~<br /><br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-87416003301424382602012-10-26T08:09:00.002-07:002012-10-28T20:22:37.235-07:00Birthday celebration<b>26/10/2012 Friday 10:55pm</b><br />
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Today had dinner with Bernard and his friend came from KL at JJ Kimbap Korean Restaurant.<br />
For celebrated my birthday.<br />
I'm really stupid in direction...how come I can live at kuantan and never explode outside world.<br />
On tomorrow 27/10 gonna gathering with my Sotong's gang and the day after tomorrow and continuously day have to yc with friends ~.~<br />
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<b>25/10/2012 Thursday<br /></b><br />
After worked, while waited for the time past, cooked myself with delicious fried rice with garlic &onion eggs.<br />
Around 10pm sing Karaoke at Song Box ,ecm with alicia, fenny,nicole and others..<br />
That day was alicia's fiance birthday ~the presents gave to him were so creative to make us had fun ...<br />
Received presents from Aida of the Iced Lemon Tea drink, Polo's daily milk chocolate and Krystle's album photo presents.<br />
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<b>24/10/2012 Wednesday<br /></b><br />
This day had dinner with nicole at Sidewalk deli besides Ms Garden.<br />
The Kuek Teow Hong Kong was so decilious as the kuek teow cooked with the eggs like baking it..<br />
so yummy but ate it with uncomfortable condition since the mosquitoes bite my legs until red marks appear >.<<br />
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<b>23/10/2012 Tuesday<br /></b><br />
The day of my Birthday was working day like usual.<br />
But received a lot of colleague's birthday wishes and hug of love...<br />
and surprised received a bunch of flower as for past 20 years , my first time received flower.<br />
Flower gave by a friend and thank for the flower ^_^<br />
and celebrated birthday at night with my neighbour's aunty, irene and yee sze with secret recipe cake at McD near my house.<br />
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<b>22/10/2012 Monday<br /></b><br />
My offday had lunch with my vinnie and hilson at Koi Zen Restaurant.<br />
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<br />Calliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10947645237361406031noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2902837303273678177.post-29927783153979918552012-10-22T07:09:00.002-07:002012-10-22T07:09:56.518-07:00Food22/10/12 Monday<br />
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今天和Vinnie and zhi wei在Koi Zen restaurant享用午餐,吃的很赶 >.<<br />
可是还是来得及拍照~XD<br />
得空的时候,自己做了些饭菜~ ^_^<br />
谢谢关心我的人包括亲爱的邻居们和同事们,我感受到你们的关心。<br />
其实很多都自己一个人住,不用担心我,我会照顾自己的。<br />
更何况是我自己的家~<br />
家人都在Johor ~<br />
妈咪也能放下家里的事物,去那里做她想做的事了~做陪夜婆~哈哈<br />
好期待新成员的诞生哦~~~<br />
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也许是十月宝宝哦~~~好开心又好期待哦。<br />
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